Alone I roam in this ugly world
Striving for some sort of feeling,
Praying day and night for a ray of light
That could help my heart stop bleeding.
I stumble, and I fall, now and again,
Never quitting, but never healing
I search for an end to this darkness inside
I search for love, for warmth, for meaning…
Could this be my destiny?
To hurt till the day I die?
Is it true this how it’s meant to be?
Could it be that my hope is a lie?
Should I stop trying right here and now
And just leave my life pass me by?
Every night I ask these questions
Just like tonight, and still I try…